Decisions are hard to made... Just when i said "this year more troubles would come to strengthen me" and here comes the problems. Im not sure what God is trying to do now. All i know is that i have to face a live fire exercise where im in the battlefield where every second and decision counts.

2 by 2 they come. I have only one bullet for each pair. Who should i shoot at? Strategy! God, my life is torn into 2 and i have sensed that this year i will break down one more time. I guess its just like Susanna shared today. We are broken so that others may be blessed. I don't think its merely sharing that we are talking about here. I feel that what Elaine Khoo said was true. We are like a Gold fish in a bowl, being watched all the time. I know i will soon do at least one mistake. What would that mean?

God had it all in his mind and his hands. I have no idea what to do now. I could see the future but yet i still have to make a decision. I wish the choices that i make are obvious. God PLEASE highlight for me the right choice and shade the wrong one.